Last night when I lay down across the bed on my tummy to rest for a second after climbing upstairs, I felt the difference. That unmistakable hardness is gone.
They're gone.
And I felt alone in that way only someone who has carried and lost a child can possibly understand.
((((hugs))) I understand.
ReplyDeleteyes...as if you are the only one there...because you are.
ReplyDeleteSometimes, i swear I can hear echos I'm so alone in my own body.
*hugs*
Sending you a million hugs, and wishing it was enough to actually help.
ReplyDeleteI understand. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. It totally sucks.
ReplyDeleteI understand, and I am so very sorry.
ReplyDelete((((hugs))) - No one should have to feel like that. I'm so sorry.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry
ReplyDeleteDear Msfitzita, I've been away, but I have been thinking about you. I feel terrible for you and S, there is no reason why these awful experiences should keep happening to you.
ReplyDeletelots of love to you both
Rosepetal.
I wish I didn't understand, but I do. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteSo sad! I hate that understand the feeling. HUGS!
ReplyDeleteOh, do I understand that alone feeling. I'm sorry.
ReplyDeleteI understand, and I am so so sorry.
ReplyDelete((((Kristin))))
ReplyDelete{{hugs}} I understand and I'm so sorry.
ReplyDelete~Carole
My heart is breaking..I never got the "full" feeling this last time.. but the first time, I did. And yes.. it was actually in the night when I rolled over. I came awake when I realized I wasn't uncomfortable all I could think was "oh."
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry.
I am so sorry:(
ReplyDeleteyou said it right. many many hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. I do understand that alone feeling. I wish so much that it was something that we all don't have in common.
ReplyDeleteI remember.
ReplyDeleteI understand.
sweetheart, I am so sorry.
ReplyDeleteyou are in my thoughts, in my quiet prayers....i think of you so much.
please know we all love you and are sending you so much love and so much support.
Erin, Birdies Mama
There just aren't words enough to say I remember. I understand. I'm sorry.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about that hardness being gone. After my daughter died at 22wks and I delivered her, I realizes that this stubborn 'hardness' was gone.
ReplyDeleteand it absolutely broke my heart. my baby, my darling girl 'E', was in fact gone.
How horribly cruel for us.
sending you big strong HUGS
I am so so sorry, sweetie.
ReplyDeleteI understand. I wish I didn't, but I do.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry and I wish there was more I could say. Thinking of you.
I'm so sorry you have to go through all of this. I know that feeling of being alone and it's terrible.
ReplyDeleteI understand. It's so, so painful, and I wish it could have left you the hell alone this time. I'm so sorry.
ReplyDeleteHere through Mel's lost and found...
ReplyDeleteI miscarried around this time last year (I was at 9w5d) and for months afterwards I felt empty and alone. And empty. I totally understand.
A year later I'm in a much better place, but oh, those were difficult months after the miscarriage. I'll be thinking of you and sending you lots of love.
I undersstand. I hate that I understand, but I do.
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I'm so sorry.
ReplyDeleteI'm so very sorry...There's nothing else to say.
ReplyDeleteI heard your news. I'm sorry. It's not fair.
ReplyDeleteBea
I'm so sorry. I feel your pain.
ReplyDeleteI understand. After finally getting my first BFP on my 4th IUI, I was diagnosed to be blighted. The extreme highs and lows hurt. Now I'm just waiting to miscarry before a D&C could be schduled.
Hugs. I wish I could say something to make it better but there's just no words right now.
I am so, so sorry. :*( :*(
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How ARE YOU doing?
ReplyDelete*hugs*