I just want to thank everyone who has ever made a comment here (with the exception of the spammers, of course) and I want you all to know that I read and cherish every single one. I'm constantly in awe of the support I have gotten and continue to get, and you need to know how much it means to me and how thankful I am. If I lived a thousand years I couldn't thank my family and friends enough for all their support and prayers.
I also wanted you to know that my beloved is coming with me to the cemetery later this week. I was going to go by myself tomorrow, but we've had a change of plans. He didn't know how much I wanted him there because I'd never told him, and once I did he said he'd come. It's a big thing for him - he's not a cemetery sort of person, and this is, I'm sure, the hardest visit he'll ever have to make. I love him more and more every day for reasons just like this.
Anyway, I know some of you mentioned you'd be thinking of me tomorrow and I wanted you to know that we'll be going later in the week and I'll have my beloved with me so it will be much easier to bear.
But thank you for the flurry of comments and e-mails, and the support you so willingly offered yet again.
I love you guys. Truly, I do.